All Filler, No Killer
21 Mar
- I was going to post about my first appointment with the psychologist, but I don’t feel like it just now. I won’t be going back, she just doesn’t do it for me.
- I called Centrelink the oher day. I think finding some boy juice and producing an illegitimate child and becoming a single mother would be less time and effort than attempting to get any sort of payment as a “part time” student. The lady on the phone even got mad at me for answering questions too quickly! After almost 24.5 years of life I am abslutely certain I do not have a disability, nor am I from Indigenous or Torres Strait Islander heritage, I don’t need time to pause and think about it. That’s it, I am writing to old mate Kev. We go way back, he has to listen to me. They want more teachers? They need to throw a whole lot more money our way, that is how you’ll get people sticking with an education degree.
- I was talking to a guy at uni (the only guy in our graduating class mis year this year, I believe) about tattoos yesterday and he has circle tattoos! I wanted to get circles behind each ear but someone told me I can’t have circles because they are “nothing” but he has three tattoos down his hip and they are awesome. He showed me some of his other tattoos and he was just really good to talk to about them. I have come to realize that you either get it, or you don’t. I am surprised at how many people don’t get it and are very unwilling to even consider that some people would like having tattoos. I have always liked tattoos, a picture you get to how with you forever, what is not to like!? Having some ink under my skin doesn’t make me a thug or a criminal or a skank, it makes me a person with a tattoo. I am going to get my circles done next, I wanted them from the very get go and they look as awesome as I thought they would. I am also seriously considering getting my first one added onto. I still like it a bunch, but it just feels too small. I drew over it just now and it turns into a compass really nicely. A compass would be cool, because of the whole traveling thing. Definitely something I am going to seriously consider, and I’d love to add some color into it as well. I still want to keep the star theme, but I think I’d have a pair one on the back of each ankle…like I was originally considering. The lesson in all of this: go with your gut feeling, it’s always right.
- I have become rather Zen about all the uni business now. I am so ready to be done, actually. I am so ready to go in to a class and be a teacher. I do actually know my shit, I am actually good with the wee ones, I would actually be a good teacher, so dammit, I’ve got nothing to worry about. I’m gonna go out there, teach my pants off and do an awesome job. Then I’m going to come home, make a boat load of cash, spend a lot of time loving up my friends and then I am going to go to London and be awesome there too. God damn anyone who says otherwise (not that anyone does, it’s all me, but I actually believe in myself now). Time to step up and be a grown up.
- I’ve been eating badly lately and it’s made me feel shitty. I don’t even recall what I’ve eaten in the past week which leads me to believe it has been 1) not much and 2) nothing very decent. I remember eating sandwiches and grapes, and rice at uni yesterday. I have been painfully tired in the past few days, like waking up exhausted and being ready for bed again at about 2pm, paired with it being the special time of the month I think I am getting a bit deficient. Time to step up with the Berocca for a couple of days and eat like a grown up and not a pre-schooler.
- I am going to upload a bunch of photos soon. I have some pictures of my turbans (totally my new favorite thing, I am madly in love) and
I am going to photograph all my shoes because I liked it so much when Enny did it. I am going to do it all on Flickr and save the hassle of uploading them here, don’t fret, I will post links.Did it! No turban pics yet, just shoes. I need to leave a little bit of suspense! - Yay for four day weekends!! Thank you EasterBunny!!
Looking forward to those pics oh gorgeous one!
Sushi, thanks love! I hope they are as fun as you hoped! Turbans pics will come tomorrow…
I love your woven shoes!!!
V exciting news about the tattoos too – I jus wish everyone got it and realised it is only THEIR choice as to what they do/don’t do with the epidermis…!