Black Dog
5 May
My week for fairly sketchy brain candy taking has caught up with me. I am in a world class funk right now, I really want to crawl into bed for the rest of the week but I am fighting the urge. What was the straw that broke the camel’s back?
Not getting stimulated.
Yep, while most Aussies are enjoying their free handouts I found out I don’t get it…because I earned too little in the last tax year. It could be argued that I could most use $900, but I’m trying not to dwell. I was so looking forward to my money – it would allow me to be a functional adult for a while without relying on The Olds. I am applying and interviewing for jobs at the moment and all, but I just wanted money.
I am hoping after a couple days of regular taking of brain candy and some decent sleep it will fade but now I just feel really low. I had a job interview today, got to see Miss Jones, ate yummy food but finding out I don’t get any money ruined all of that. I hate these kind of moods, I have no reason to feel so shit but I do. The whole quitting uni thing also doesn’t help improve things, it just flows nicely into the “I quit uni and now I am useless and poor and destined to be a waste of skin forever” pool that I draw from to fuel my pity parties.
Onwards and upwards, hopefully.
yeah i’m bitter too, since i spent last tax year overseas i dont qualify for it even though i would be spending it here, stimulating our economy…and people who are currently overseas get it, and dont try to tell me they wont spend it overseas. argh!
Bitches! Obvs we both should be given $900 just because! Why doesn’t the Tax Office just have a line where you can call and just beg? I’m not above begging the government for money.