Confirmation

5 Sep

As I anticipated, Miss Jones is not coming back.

I feel like I’ve been punched in the stomach. I’ve been trying to prepare myself for that outcome, but I guess I was never going to quite believe it until she told me.

It’s balls. It’s good if you are Miss Jones, but I’m not, so I don’t like it.Yes, selfish, but I don’t even care. It fucking sucks, I am sick of this shitty luck and the people I love leaving. Why? Why don’t I deserve to have my people around me?

3 Responses to “Confirmation”

  1. downhomegirl September 6, 2009 at 12:27 am #

    I’m sorry. It does suck. I don’t know why all the unlucky shit keeps happening to you, I’d take it away if I knew how.

  2. Ali September 6, 2009 at 12:39 am #

    That does suck..
    Though maybe it’s just that London has heard how good you are, and is trying to call you over here too. Ever think of that!?!

  3. Jen Somewhere September 6, 2009 at 1:40 pm #

    DHG, thanks. I guess everyone had a run of bad luck every now and then, mine just must be now.

    Ali, I don’t want to live in London though. Plus, if I did move there is absolutely certain everyone I know there would decide it’s time to return home so I’m sure it would be a giant waste of time :)

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